Whatever is clever

so tonight I saw my friend Britney on this show Made. It was awesome. I was so proud of her and i still am. Even if she wasn't on the TV show I am glad she's doing so well. I saw her online the other day and we talked briefly and I've been thinking about how I missed her ever since. This just made me miss her a bit more, but I cant' wait to talk to her.
I got into UF. Yes, I'm offically done with Santa Fe Community College. WOOOOHOOOO Yeah I'm the shit. I bought a new Red Sox book and it's been a really good read. Not much doing around here. It's summer so it's been pretty relaxed. I've been in a consistantly good mood despite the heat and for some reason that doesn't bother me too much
Things are going well, life seems pretty focused and not depressing. I can finally feel like things are coming together without feeling like they're going to come apart at the seems again.
I've been exploring myself alot recently and realized i'm slightly more complicated than I gave myself credit for. Haha It's a good thing I assure you dear reader. I'm pleased with my self discovery and learned alot about the inner workings of my mind. In knowing some of my faults I've started correcting them. Envy is my biggest and I end up making myself miserable with things I can't have. But then I remember how I have amazing friends and a wonderful crew whose like family.
The West Side Fiends are easily the most sorted group of criminals, misfits, and theives. But god bless them if they're not the best family ever. Seriously I realized it while we were swimming together and BBQing. Jason, Elaine, Bryan, Matt, Erin, Nate and Erin, and of course myself. We're all this big huge family, there are distant cousins we see once and awhile, and then there is your brothers and sisters who you learn more and more about every day. There is honor in being a Fiend and it's something to be proud of over all.

Anyhow, that's enough of my banter.
Night